I feel really bad for totally breaking down at the end of the day. I just couldn't manage everything around me, and flipped out. It's been a long time since the lasted time I've yelled at anybody in school. I wasn't even messing with anybody's head, I just freaked out. No witty comments, well thought out remarks, or (at the very least) decent arguments. Just a moment of rage. Ugh . . . . how embarrassing. At all the same time, it seems so out of character for me not to lash out.

I need to breathe.