Awful

I had a bad dream the night before that my sister had died.  I woke up crying.

On a more typical, angry note.  I bloody hate my 三婆 so fucking much.  God damn, I hate that woman with a deep passion.  My first impression of her was so bloody bad.When I first saw her, she asked me why my teeth were so yellow... are you fucking serious?  Hello to you too?  I fucking hate FOB ass Chinese immigrants.  Call me ignorant, racist, dumb.  I don't give a flaming fuck.  I hate those stupid Chinese motherfuckers.  Yes, Canada is all about multiculturalism, but I just can't relate to those dumb fucks!!!  ARGH!  I'm just venting right now. 

My view of Chinese immigrants basically just mirrors what my relatives feel about me.  So everything I'm saying right now is super mutual.

What my 三婆 probably things about me:

• she's stupid
• can't take care of herself
• rude
• spoiled
• can't speak Chinese = super stupid

What I think about her:

• She's cheap
• she's too fucking loud
• she's spoiled
• she's just terrible

I'm not pulling this shit out of my ass.  She is definitely cheap.  My 三婆 has this habit of inviting people to go out for meals, but surprise, surprise!  SHE NEVER PAYS THE BILL, AND THAT'S WHY SHE'LL INVITE YOU!  I understand that she's fresh off the boat, but c'mon!  Mooching off others on a daily? Since she's from China, she instantly speaks at max volume at every occasion.  Because of this, I hide in my room whenever she's over.  I have the option of blowing out my eardrums by having her yell at my face, or listening to my favourite music.  The decision is easy!  Don't get me started on how loud and stuck up this woman is.  When she first arrived to Canada, my parents offered her furniture, food, and other necessities.  You know what she said?  She said she didn't want old stuff >___>  and she threw it out.  Grandma, if you don't fucking want it, don't take.  At least that way, we can donate it and make good use of it.  I hate her with all my being.

Yesterday, my mom dragged me to Futureshop with 三婆 to help pick out a new camera.  I really don't know much about cameras, so I didn't even want to go.  They wanted to ask me to help translate, but they almost always have Chinese employees there, which would have made my being there pointless anyhow.  I also had work that day, and I really didn't want to be out.  Did I mention they were buying this cam for somebody in CHINA?  They could probably buy the same cameras in China = =  At least that way in has Chinese interface.  The worst fucking part is that the very next day, she wanted to return it.  My mom HAD to go back with her.  god...................................... please take my 三婆's life in the coming years.  That's probably terrible, but I hate my family.  Maybe I should just die, that was I don't have to deal with ANYTHING orz

excuse my angst, I have to go to work.