My spending habits are awful during the season of Summer. Over the course of 5 weeks, my bank account has been purging money. Asides from the fact that I am desperately poor, I kinda want to make an order from ELF "orz. They came out with these $1 lipsticks! They have a light pink shade called Classy, but I don't know if it's pearl colour. Even if my pockets weren't empty, all the shades I want are out of stock (TT____TT);; Why can't dollar stores here carry nice cosmetics?!
Yesterday, I had my Japanese final exam. It was so easy! I thought it would be a lot harder, because I forgot it was multiple choice. Everyone was aloud to leave after 1 hour. This is the first time that I've taken less that the entire given time to complete an exam.

Here I am, some 30 minutes away from home. For obvious reasons, I didn't want to hang around, so I went home with some friends. We all went to my friend's house, Ash, to bake cookies. In the beginners class, there's this guy named Daniel. He's the one who insisted on baking. It was odd, because we found out that his parents own a BAKERY.

You might know Daniel. He has a dA account. He poses as a father of an AUTISTIC SON! If you ever get the chance to meet this boy, your first impression of him will be something along the lines of

"Gosh, he must be rather stupid and awkward."
After finding out about his dA account, you will think
"He is so cheap! SO STUPID!! Yet . . . what an ingenious idea of getting page veiws."
You now hear that he plays the piano.
"Such a goof. His piono playing skills must be mediocre."
He begins to play.
"WHAT IS THIS!? HEAVEN TO MY EARS!"
You find out that he's at a level good enough to be a teacher.

What an unpredictable person.

After baking cookies, we wanted to watch a movie. What would be good though. Daniel suggested a HK movie called Inferno Affairs, which sounded like a must see after finding out it was a thriller. Sadly, none of us could find the canto version streaming T___T It was the biggest battle trying to convince Ash's lil sis into letting us watch something that WASN'T a Ghibli Studio film. She made it quite blatently obvious, although without saying, that she wanted to watch Spirited away. I can't lie, she was being rather difficult in my eyes. When we asked her to help us find Infirno Affairs (since she was sitting ta the computer) she googled it, and gave up. LADY! IF YOU DON'T WANT TO WATCH IT, SAY SO. THAT WAY I CAN LET YOU KNOW THAT YOU FREAKING WANT TO WATCH INFIRNO AFFAIRS. We ended up watching Spirited away in the end anyhow. Luckily, I never tire of that film.



I bought so many cons today OTL! Super Nudy pink, Nudy blue, Super Angel brown, Nudy brown. I don't have any cases for them yet, so I'll have to wait a week before I try any of them on T___T Not gonna lie. The lenses from the Super lines kinda worry me. I have small eyes, and I might look like a bug <(; A ;)> AIYA!


Okay! I gotta go study for Science.

Hey, everybody. Summer is one of the most amusing times of the year. I was really looking forwards to having fun, and I did have a lot of fun. Unfortunately, as all things seem to be, good comes with bad. Daddy was out all day yesterday, at the freaking casino. Seriously, it's just heart breaking for everybody in the family. I was tearing up at the dinner table today, because it just hurts to think about how he could be back to his old habits. You ever get the feeling that things happen in waves? It's almost as if history just came up behind me, and kicked me in the ass. Recently, and old friend named Olivia messaged me. It was a nice chat about good old times. The thought of dad gambling on everything our family owns is just a fucking nightmare. I'm sorry, guys. I just feel so freaking bad right now TAT

I'm sad~ I couldn't go to work on Thursday, because I was camping. I asked this guy names Dennis if he could take my shift. Originally, he said "No, I have a friend who's birthday is on Thursday." Later, he says "I guess I'll take that shift." This would seem like a legit reason to believe that he would be taking my shift. At 2:30pm, I bus to work just so I can check my schedule. While trotting to the staff room in the back, I bump into the schedule manager. She tells me that NOBODY took my shift. . . what the fuck. srsly, wtf. Either he didn't go, or the managers didn't know that he was taking my shift. Oh, well. It was my fault. I should have marked that day off earlier.

On a . . . more neutral note. I went to Richmond today . . . alone. LOL! I went to Yaohan to grab some boba, and then headed over to Aberdeen's food court. I sat there for an hour trying to draw something. It's not very impressive in terms of how much I drew 6___6;;


That's what I did at Aberdeen. I drew that in the food court after I saw some guy with cool hair >D I was such a rebel! Sat there for an ENTIRE hour with food I bought from out of the food court C: jks jks



I started to CG it, but it looks so UGLY T__________T I don't wanna do this!



This is another drawing I drew there. My first intentions of going out was to draw something like this. Originally, I was gonna leave because I was feeling so tired, but I decided to do this first. Her arms are kinda stubby, but I'll fix that later. At least I like her face :D UGH! it's so proportionate, but this is a challenge, because I usually draw people just STANDING there "orz.

Tis all!

♥ pk CHYEAAAAAAAAA . . . OTL

Hello my lovelies, it has been a long time since I've sat down to type away. What shall I talk about . . . . my break thus far, camping, and Vlogging (more on the lacking of).

My break has been quite busy, just as I had planned. I have concocted a schedule of unnecessary daily trips to the mall, work, and summer school. Guilty as charged, I'm a mall rat. I don't want to go everyday, but there always seems to be some excuse for me to be there: Friend invites me, lack of food, or maybe I just got the cash I needed to buy that awesome shirt. Surprise, surprise. I'll probably be there again tomorrow. "orz

A couple of days ago I went to Aberdeen with the TAM TAM. I don't even remember what the hell we did. What I do remember is her saying
TAM: *pick up white board* So tempting . . . but so USELESS!
ME: Kinda like you. jks.
TAM: Do I TEMPT you?

Some douche-bagary from me today:
TAM: I should Ethan a T-shirt with an "F" on it.
ME: Why?
TAM: "F" for FAT.
ME: HAHAHA "Hey Ethan, I got a you a T-shirt with an "F" on it. "F" for fat. Got it in XXXL just to make sure it fits you."
TAM: Wow. I wouldn't even say that.

... Me neither, but this is the rude shiz that runs through my head. I CAN'T HELP IT. I WAS RAISED IN A DOUCHY FAMILIA! BTW, I didn't make that fat comment because it was Ethan, I made it in with the thought of fat person in mind . . . if that makes any sense. Douchy none the less, but if Ethan reads this, sorry. I'm just the type of person who likes to say "What if..."

Me and the Tam bought some stuff for Ash today. What I bought is EXCLUSIVE INFORMATION! We did get some chody pencils though. One for each Amershley MEMBER!

I had work yesterday. Originally, I was supposed to be off at 1am, but we were getting new cash registers. Instead, I got off at 10:30pm. It was so early, that I stayed around until 11pm. I'm glad I did, because Po brought in ice cream, and waffle cones. YUMMY! Mango sherbet, and chocolate ice cream. Garrick, one of the managers, accidentally dropped a bunch of muffins. It was pretty funny, because he was freaking out about a certain somebody seeing his mistake. It was just one mistake after another HAHAH! He's a nice guy though. With I had a big bro like him. Since we were closing early, there was a bunch of excess patties. I had myself a chicken burger (:

worked 2 grave yard shifts.

I bought two pairs of cons. Ash wing, and honey wing.

Err... what else do I have to say?




NOTHING! BYE!

Okay, I'm being a mall rat "orz
I'M THERE EVERY FREAKING DAY. I walked there and back today. Originally, I had intended on buying a shirt from Urban Behavior, but I didn't in the end. Instead, I left with an ice cream cone ($0.72), chips($4.50), salsa($3.50), and contact lens solution ($8.00). ARGH! I must learn how to save money. Usually, I would post pictures in my blog, but I save all my photos and videos on to my other computer. The one that has internet can't handle anymore data. And it takes so long to save photos from my cam to my hard drive. The only way I'll post pics is when I get photoshop on my new comp.

Err . . I'm bored:
I stole this from Athea

I avoid some people on purpose
I've cheated.
I've thought about cheating. (as Athea said, only on tests.)
I hate the way i look most of the time.
I actually like the way i look most of the time.
I've been swimming in an ocean.
ive been swimming in a lake. (can't swim ""orz)
I have siblings.
i have pet
ive been on vacation recently.
i love meeting new people.
i am insanely shy. (around people who are older than me)
im on a sports team.
i play music.
my best friend is a boy.
i dont remember the last time i mailed a letter.
i talk on the phone every night.
i drink milk almost every day.
I've kissed a good friend.
i like to read.
i like to watch tv.
i could care less about video games.
i hate my mom and dad.
ive had a crush on someone 5+ years older.
ive never asked someone out.
ive been asked out. indirectly. Judy's cousin . . . odd child.
i can touch my nose with my tongue.
i love pizza.
i actually love going grocery shopping.
i love to travel.
ive been to another continent.
i wish i had time to watch more movies.
i miss being a little kid.
ive been to a public pool recently.
summer is my favorite time of the year.
winter is my favorite time of the year. (I CAN HAVE TWO FAVES IF I WANT)
i have a favorite holiday.
i have a favorite holiday other than christmas. (is halloween a holiday?)
ive been to a concert recently.
i drive.
i have my own car.
my room is almost always messy.
im listening to music right now.
music helps me work.
the last person i texted was a boy.
i want a new phone really bad.
i secretly love cartoons.
i am dating someone.
the last thing i drank was water.
i used to play with barbies.
ive been to a carnival recently.
i know what syncopation is.
i need to charge my phone.
i have a huge crush on someone right now.
ive kissed someone within the last 24 hours.
im still in my pajamas.
ive hurt myself on purpose.
ive thrown up on purpose.
ive broken a bone.
ive eaten something weird. (dove liver. yum yum)
im an extremely picky eater.
ive been out to eat recently.
i love going to the mall.
i hate big groups.
i remember the last party i went to. (theatre after partayyyy)
im on the phone right now.
im watching tv right now.
im eating right now.
im on the phone, watching tv, and eating right now.
i need new clothes really bad.
my hair is up right now.
i need to shave my legs.
i remember the last time i went to the doctor.
i have braces.
i actually use my locker at school oh the memories ^_^
i am a senior!
i get good grades.
i have a facebook.
i spy with my little eye something that is green. brush for synthetic hair
i spy with my little eye something that is round earings
i spy with my little eye something that is broken. errr . . . hair band? it's all stretched out.
ive had surgery.
someone i know has died.
someone i know has had cancer.
its past my bedtime.
ive moved before
ive moved 4+ times. exactly 4, but I feel like bolding stuff out xD
ive gotten something removed. my braces?
i wish i had some money right now.
i actually got a stupid class ring.
im listening to someone talking right now.
i wish i could talk to the boy i like right now.
i love halloween.
i remember the last time i tripped.
i can see a picture of me from where im sitting.
i can see my reflection from where im sitting.
im kinda scared of the dark.
its hard to sleep with the door open.
its hard to sleep without a blanket.
its morning.
my ears are pierced.
my bellybutton is pierced.
i plan on going to college.
i plan on getting married.
i plan on having some kids.
i babysit.
i still get an allowance.
i curse a lot.
i got so drunk last night.
ive been to a wedding recently.
ive met someone special on vacation.
i have an accent.
im completely white.
i know someone whos homeschooled.
i know someone in a band.
i can sing really well.
i can dance really well.
ive never slow danced with anyone.
i suck at spelling.
i suck at math.
i recycle.
i am pro-choice.
i know some rednecks.
i want to get a tattoo.
i want to get a new piercing.
i miss an ex.
i still love an ex.
ive slapped someone.
ive punched someone
i can play the guitar.
i can speak another language. I was gonna type them out in the native language, but I suck at written: mando, french, japanese.
i am fluent in another language. canto . . . but it kinda sucks
i can play the piano.
my house has more than three bedrooms.
ive been told that i cant dance.
im a cheerleader.
i have a sweet tattoo.
i have a sweet facial piercing.
i need to practice something.
i believe in god.
i want to go to mexico.
ive traveled across the country.
i live on the east coast.
i went to the beach last summer.
i remember the last time i was insanely sunburned.
i like to waste time. like right now :)
i like to sleep.
i think im going to get asked out soon.
i dont remember the last dream i had.
i think smoking is gross.
my mom fixed the last meal i had. (gao zi, and then I had notchos after "orz)
ive never gotten my nails done.
i should be doing homework STUDYING right now.
ive lived in another country.
im adopted.
i love sappy movies.
i love horror movies.
i love musicals.
ive seen a broadway show.
the last person i hugged was my mom/dad.
all of my grandparents are alive.
people tell me that im short.
sometimes my socks dont match.
i cant wait til my birthday.
im a procrastinator.
im not like everyone else.
i like strawberries.
i like thunderstorms. (AS LONG AS I'M INDOORS :D )
im an optimist.
i am really self-conscious.
i love when boys hold doors open.
ive kissed 2+ people in one day.
i bite my nails.
i smoke.
ive been caught doing drugs.
ive been caught cheating.
i havent been to disney world.
ive passed out from drinking.
i get angry easily. > <;;
i hate most girls.
i love getting new shoes.
i hate chinese food.
ive been in love before.
ive been cheated on.
i straighten my hair more often than i should.
im a virgin.
ive been to a funeral this year.
i am insanely hungry right now.
i should probably do something productive now.

FYI, the school year is going to end in just under two weeks (that's excluding the upcoming EXAM week). As much as I would like to dream about the joys of summer, I'm far too busy drowning in the gargantuan mounds of school work my teachers have decided to assign. Apparently I had a SS assignment that was due today, but I had NOTHING to hand in. No notes, no title page, no nothing! This has grown to be a rare occasion during my high school career. Luckily, my SS teacher isn't too strict about late assignments. She'll give a good loud warning, but she doesn't dock marks, thank goodness.

My socials class (it's fun when there isn't a pen in your hand):



My English teacher's late policy costed me a wopping 50% of my project. Did I mention that this mark docking happened on the day of my BIRTHDAY! Do you have any idea as to how IMMENSELY BUMMED OUT I WAS?! Not only had I pulled an all nighter, but my teacher punishes me with a mark that could potential risk A+?!
Just so you know, I've gone from 97% to 86%
My overall average for the year is now 84%, a B
I don't blame my teacher for anything. She has her rules; Simple as that. What I was angery about, however, was that fact that my mother told me I would not get a new computer until I GRADUATED from HIGH SCHOOL. Does she have any idea as to how many marks that would cost me?! DOES SHE UNDERSTAND THE PURE AGONY I GO THROUGH EVERYTIME I TURN ON THIS PIECE OF JUNK?! Although my mother doesn't know smack about what RAM is, she does understand that small numbers in school are a bad sign. I, without hesatation, informed my mom about the tragic 12/24 I got on my English assignment. Words wouldn't persuade her much, but I was bawling my eyes out. That was enough to get her attention.

Mom: We'll get a you a new computer this weekend.
Me: *sob* okay.
[next day]
Mom: I hired a guy to fix your computer
Me: MOM! JUST BUY ME A NEW ONE! THIS THING IS BLOODY ANCIENT. (It really is. 512MB RAM/200GB MEMORY)

So the dude comes and does enough digital magic for me to save my project. He tells my mom that my turdy computer wasn't enough to handle photo or video editing, and that it was best I get a new comp..

Computer guy: I usually don't tell people to get new computers, seeing as how most of my clients have kids who have gaming problems. If your daughter wants to persue illustrating or video editing, I think you should support that.

Thank you, mister Computer Guy.

My after school life is DEAD! My entire week will be spent in the dark, dreadful confinements of the school auditorium. "What are you doing there?" you may ask. I'm in theatre company, and the school play is going to be on at the end of this week. "Rather late in the year for a school play." I agree, but my class has gone through a tornado of different teachers. It's hard to stay on task without guidance.

Today, we did a dress rehersal for the first cast (we were double casted). It ran for the LONGEST time. Many actors forgot their lines, which was slightly awkward. I don't blame them; Sometimes it's hards to juggle everything.
Instead of discussing the troubles the crew has been having, let's take a look at our aged actresses.


Here's Lenya, getting her 42-year-old makeup on.

Might not be able to see, but Magistrate is rocking out her I'm-79-now look.

I feel really bad for totally breaking down at the end of the day. I just couldn't manage everything around me, and flipped out. It's been a long time since the lasted time I've yelled at anybody in school. I wasn't even messing with anybody's head, I just freaked out. No witty comments, well thought out remarks, or (at the very least) decent arguments. Just a moment of rage. Ugh . . . . how embarrassing. At all the same time, it seems so out of character for me not to lash out.

I need to breathe.