Earlier this week on Monday, I cut my hair short >8D HEHEHEHEHE!
I also uploaded a new vid （○　ω　○)b Do you guys see how freaking pink my cheeks are? I need to get some toner, because there is something desperately wrong with my skin ATM ///



I cut some more of my hair off after I made the vid, so it might look a bit diff now. After my turmoil as to whether or not I should cut my hair short, I'm thinking of dying it blonde or maybe light brown. It's always a pain to dye my hair, but it looks a lot easier when it's short (: My skin colour isn't that light though,
and this could be a very bad idea (Q ω Q);;; On top of that, there is also the possibility that my mom will disown me PERMANENTLY LIKE MY HAIR COLOUR! AIYA!


Seeing as how so few of my YT subs actually read my blog, I'll treat my readers with the reason I cut my hair >D There are actually a few:
1. It's more convenient
2. I thought it might look kinda cool
3. Stop the haters . . . jks. to stop the LG hunters.

It came to my attention that I was quite susceptible to the view of LG hunters. With short hair, I will slide past the radar HEHE. Also decreases chances of getting raped when I'm out late . . . but then again. If somebody is willing to go out and rape someone, I guess then would go for ANYTHING

Honest to god, guys scare the crap out of me. Not all guys, but there are those guys who simply give me the creeps. This also takes me back to a conversation I had with Nate. Guys who just go for looks. By no means am I trying to say that I look super attractive, but lets just say I look better with the shit ton of makeup I paint on my face. It's obvious that looks are a big part in starting a relationship; people are more likely to talk to the pretty mofo at the party versus the awkward looking mofo at the party. HOWEVER, at my age, I think 99.9% of guys just really, really, really want to get laid.

IRL scenario:
This guy just broke up with his girl friend, and he began to think with his genitals. Something about wanting to have angry sex? Make up sex? Sex period

Due to this, when a guy says they're interested in me and then ASK IF I WANT TO HANG OUT, I reject that shit automatically. I'm not interested in your courtship, hun~ Based on first impressions, I will decided whether or not you're a perv, and as I've said time and time again, I probably already think you are. Judgmental? Yes. Do I care what you think? HAHAHHA no.

Okay. I need to get up freaking early tomorrow to pick up some stuff from the supermarket tomorrow. Baking cupcakes with my lovelies o3o
♥ pk

I thought I would go to school with only concealer on yesterday. It wasn't a big deal for me, seeing as how I'm not addicted to makeup. However, during the last block of the day, one of my classmates said
"... where is you beauty?"
She didn't mean this in an offensive way. This girl is the type of person who speaks in a blissfully ignorant way. Kinda like my BFF, Ahaha. ANYHOW, I was slightly offended.
Even when somebody accidentally hits you, it still hurts a little.


Now that I think about it, I haven't actually gone to school without makeup since grade 8 .___.""


lazy typing day. Latez

Dude . . . Shoes. Let's get some shoes. If you visit the Aldo website, you will see that they are not only having a big sale, but there is also a free shipping promotion! HOW FREAKING AWESOME IS THAT?! UGHHHH URGE TO SPEND LARGE MASSES OF MONEY!

I decided to go shopping today even though it was freezing cold. Most of my money probably went to buying food ;____; BUT IT WAS WELL WORTH IT, because my stomach was happy - U - When I first arrived to my selected shopping location, my grumbling belly lead me over to A&W.

Ended up eating an UNCO SIRLOIN. It was massive B| After that, I went to Mcd's for a cup of free coffee. The person who grabbed my order gave me my coffee with double cream, NOT DOUBLE DOUBLE T_____T SOBS. WHERE MY SUGAR AT?! DISAPPOINT, DISSAPOINT.

This is where I camwhored. Can you guess where I was shopping at? The picture is photoshopped. LET'S SEE WHICH LOCALS KNOW THIS LOCATION OHOHOHO.

After observing the time stamps on the pictures I took today, it has come to light that I spend a lot of time camwhoring on a regular basis. Luckily, there weren't a lot of people in the area that I was taking pictures at. Only a single woman who was walking her dog.

I think I spent at least 40 minutes taking pictures HAHAHA! OH GAWD! I am so self centered.
It was a lot of fun, but my hands were freezing from the cold air.
After my hands went completely numb, I finally brought myself to go shopping, and I bought some stuff! OHOHO.
I'll post it tomorrow with pictures. :D

Don't the orange leaves look pretty against the green grass? I think so. Unfortunately, I probably won't be able to see them tomorrow. It began to snow this evening, and it snowed HARD. All the pretty colours will have to hide under the white sheet.


stay warm
-pk

Hey, ended up slacking all day. ANYHOW, I just wanted to share this:
I'M GONNA HAVE A
FACEBOOK SHOP: VINTAGE HIME
If you try to find it, search up Vint Age Hime

^that's the link FYI, I'm gonna sell my old clothes, some cosmetics, and false lashes for $8/10pairs. Gonna try and clean out my room this way HAHA. FB suspended me, so I can't add friends for too days. PLEASE SPREAD THE WORD ABOUT MY LITTLE SHOP, AND ASK PEOPLE WHO YOU THINK WOULD BE INTERESTED TO JOIN OTL.

There's a picture of me camwhoring, because I know you wouldn't like to read all the text without pics.



I know what you're thinking, they're supposed to be AVATAR coloured... STOP BEING SO PICKY. Jks. Thanks for reading!

NIGHT NIGHT, KIDS
-pk

What do ya know? Tomorrow is the last day of my long weekend.

Perhaps it's the fact that I haven't done any homework that makes this delightful little four day weekend feel so wrong. Anyways, I'm gonna go watch a movie over at my friend, Asho's house. If all goes well, and nobody decides to cancel, my little trio of friends shall attend to watching Paprika >D

Don't you hate it when people flake out on you last minute? Unless somebody in their family is hospitalized, or being pursued by loan sharks, or if they're in the hospital because they were being pursued by loan sharks, THEY BETTER HANG OUT WITH YOU! Okay, maybe we're not all that important, but who can deny the let down you feel when your "bff" suddenly says "Oh, never mind, can't go ______ with you anymore". Worse yet, the follow up of some pathetic attempt at an apology. AND JUST WHEN YOU THOUGHT IT COULDN'T GET ANYMORE FREAKING WORSE; What if they don't even apologize.

For all those people who say "Let do _____ together." casually. They should think if they actually have the time. All at the same while, consider whether or not YOU, the individual who is reading this, casually accepts/cancels invites.

If it's some massive party where your attendance won't be recognized until pictures on FB are posted, it's easy to understand why you would cancel. But let's say it's a couples thing (not necessarily lovers, just two people). One less that two is one, and just one is simply no fun. Thought about this while thinking about something Nate told me, and about something my bbycakes told me. The idea of leading people on.

What's the point in formalities of saying yes to an invite if you're only going to rudely waste somebody's time later by canceling?




Really random, but I got a new cell phone charm thingy. Spotted at the mall while I was shopping with my BFFL, AND IT WAS SO FREAKING SOFT. IT'S LIKE THE CUTENESS OF A 1000 PUPPIES COMPACTED INTO THE FUN SIZE SHAPE OF A TINY TEDDY BEAR!. OH MY BUDDHA, IT IS SO AMAZING.... sorry... I just thought it was pretty cool...

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEGEEEGEEGEEGEEBABYBABYBABY

-pk ♥

Being with you is like
watching TV on mute,
eating those crap 100 calorie snacks,
waiting in the doctors office ,
failing an assignment,
sitting on new glasses,
choking myself,
not getting picked in class when you have your hand up,
sitting nowhere with nothing but darkness,
drinking my own tears,
standing on a busy corner with a sign that says punch me in the face,
speaking to the automated message on voice mail,
having my reflection scowl at me,
going to a food bank and have people tell me I deserve to starve,
Being unhappy.

I'm "brewing coffee", but the filter doesn't keep it from tasting bitter. Chewing on coffee grinds is strictly for my closest friends and I.


XOXO (as a tribute to what my school buds are raving over now.) orz
-pk