Thursday, December 6, 2012
Grad Breakfast
Posted by Princess Kahara at 11:43 PMSaturday, November 3, 2012
Derren Brown: Apocalypse Fake?
Posted by Princess Kahara at 1:00 AMThe show is an emotional, twisted version of Punk'd. A young man named Steven is described a being a lazy, good for nothing fellow who takes everything in his life for granted. From these qualities, Steven is selected to be secretly filmed for an odd experiment in which he is placed into the stimulation of a zombie apocalypse, ideally to come out with a new perspective on life.
Sounds like a pretty neat idea, but the whole charade just seems off to me.

How did Steven find the will to restrain himself from killing the zombies?! I think most people would agree that during a zombie apocalypse, zombie slicing is 100% encouraged. Here he is, behind the safety of a fence standing a couple feel away from a crowd of zombies, but he makes absolutely no effort to kill any of them! DO YOU NOT PLAY LEFT 4 DEAD?!
Steven didn't try to confirm the authenticity of the zombies. I don't recall him inspecting the zombies at any given moment, and it seems unusual that he could so easily accept the idea an apocalypse. Such an outrageous idea would certainly require some extent of skepticism, right?
Maybe the entire concept of the show was to create something that people would want to question, something that would immediately become a hot topic. If that were the case, it evidently worked, because a Google search would support that many spectators are also making an effort to dissect the credibility of Steven's case.
Although it series looks to be obviously staged, it's still a fun way to kill time. If you would like to make your own judgment how convincing the acting is, it's currently posted on YouTube.
- PK
Thursday, October 18, 2012
I'm Done
Posted by Princess Kahara at 8:45 PMHoly snap! I just quit my senior management position in school today, and it feels so good. My position was director of technology, and I just didn't have my heart in it. The biggest problem for me was my lack of knowledge on the fact I was being graded, and naturally, it fell rather low on my list of priorities. My assumption was that it was a voluntary position (which it might actually be, and I dun goof'd by quitting).
Above that, I didn't mesh well with the rest of senior management :( Don't get me wrong; The other managers are very nice. I just couldn't stand the "professional" atmosphere, and the silences that sets in during meetings. The whole charade just felt somewhat plastic and stiff. It just felt wrong, because I'm a very animated person - like a theatre kid. It was a challenge for me to sit down and listen to talk about deadlines, numbers and goals.
As if the business-y aspect, certain people had to ask silly questions.
I was away from school for a day due to sickness, and this just happened to be a day of a meeting. For obvious reasons, I wasn't there, leading certain members to question my absense. Instead of being logical, and assuming I was skipping school, they ask my friend:
"Does she hate us?"
It wasn't just one person who interrogated my friend, it was a handful. I still find it offensive that they went on a tangent and assumed that opinion rather than approaching me.
Great job, Tam. Excellent stimulation of a real life situation - You don't always work with the people you want.
Wednesday, August 22, 2012
insecur
Posted by Princess Kahara at 12:32 AMFor the longest time, I have considered getting cosmetic surgery, and before you say anything, DO NOT ASSUME THAT I AM POSTING THIS TO FISH FOR COMPLEMENTS. I'd like to thank anybody who may have considered saying "Oh, but you look fine just the way you are!" [insert Bruno Mars song here], but please refrain from doing so. Remember - I DO WHAT I WANT!! I'm just here to jabber, and it's not as if I'm getting anything done soon . . . at least not too soon.
Back to my little talk. There are a number of things about my appearance that I don't particularly find appealing, and perhaps as a result of media influences, I have often thought about which types of cosmetic procedures that would be favourable. Without a doubt, plastic surg, like any other type of surgery isn't cheap, and coming from a super average middle class family, getting work done on my face is simply out of the budget. Even so, I find if impossible at times not too think about the "flaws" all over my face. Some of which I have listed above. I though about getting a jaw reduction, because I don't find my jawline to be super sexy, but them I saw all of the bone slicin', and that freaked me out, and I don't think I ever want my skull to be hacked up. No no no. Too freaky. I'd like to get a rhinoplasty though, although
There's often a lot of stigma attached to the idea of plastic surgery in North America, and that can make anybody apprehensive about getting a procedure done. People will stick up their noses at those whose bodies have been artificially modified, perhaps under the impression that these are walking lies. There is such a large spectrum of things to be judgmental of O: (c'mon, I should know) Oddly enough, surgery is so much more accepted in reserved cultures within Asia. I've even though about travelling there just to get stuff done - BUT I DON'T HAVE MONIES. QAQ
Would I get stuff done if I had butt loads of money?
Yes
Do I have butt loads of money?
No
Will I ever have butt loads of money?
Maybe GOLD DIGGIN' jks
the rent is too damn high.
I have to go fix coding errors. While I'm gone, please feel free to continue judging me to be a superficial, insecure, and unattractive teenager who doesn't know what the hell she is talking about. Appreciated.
GN
-pk
Tuesday, August 21, 2012
Things come to an end
Posted by Princess Kahara at 3:03 PMAs August nears its closing, I have been flustered with the responsibility of complete the school store website. Of course, I have the option of totally half assing it, but it would probably be in my favour to create something that looks . . . presentable ^^;; Truth be told, I've already forgotten most of the stuff that I've learned during the school year. I also filmed a video earlier this month, and I'll try to push that out before the end of this month.
ANYWAYS, the reason that I've decided to bring my lazy arse to finally submit some type of entry is just to get some steam off. I typed up a whole bunch of stuff... but then I wondered if it would be too obvious for people to understand for my own comfort -A- To summarize, I just wanted to say that it was probably the longevity of my one sided emotions that made the whole shebang seem to feel so painful. But it was ultimately one sided, so it shouldn't make sense to feel this bad.
I hope that didn't make sense :)
On another note, apparently I look like I could be a pot head to my fellow coworkers. If you ever get to know me in person, you may notice that I seem to be somewhat of a nutcase, but I can promise you that I don't do drugs (besides the good ol' Reactant). My friends are often curious as to what I would be like if I were under the influence or intoxicated... alas, I don't do anything crazy like that. This girl is crazy in other ways HAHAHAH
ok, tis all. Hope you all tingling good time for the rest of your summer.
-pk
Sunday, July 29, 2012
Unlucky
Posted by Princess Kahara at 12:30 AMMy summer has been a gradual decline in my level of luck. Generally speaking, I consider myself to be a rather lucky girl; Shit usually sways in my favour to a certain degree. However, everything in the last few weeks seems to be nothing short of devastatingly disappointing.
Gosh darn it, I don't even want to get started on listed the aggravating events that I have faced, because I know that it will just make me more upset = =
But at the same time, I think I'll want to remember this moment in my young life.
First off, I'm in summer school, and I'm doing VERY badly. Currently conflicted as to whether or not it would be apropriate to drop out of the course. On one hand, I buy myself a few extra days to have ample 'lax time during the summer. On the other hand, I have to dish out an extra $30 which is the commitment fee the system charged. Those $30 would be usefull, because I lost my cell phone the other day! Thankfully, I have . . . had a mega ghetto Nokia 5230, and under no circumstances would anybody being keen on stealing such a hideous thing HAHAHA
A couple weeks ago, it was planned that three friends and myself would go out for a buffet since we hadn't been together in a long time. Furthermore, I sense that there is some tension between one of my friends and I. This could be entirely in my head, but I can sense it ""orz (a mutual friend said that she experienced the same tension with them. Is that confusing? ) The get together was supposed to be a convenient way to break the tension, but the backed out last minute like always. Eh. I just felt bad for the two friends who DID go, 'cause I was a sour puss for most of the day. On several occasions, they tried to cheer my up by trying to find something to joke about. In my head, the only thing I could think of was, "Fuck, I'm such a bitch T____T "
It felt like deja vu, because when the tension first happened last year, I gorged myself in food too.
Sunday, May 27, 2012
Children, gotta catch 'em all
Posted by Princess Kahara at 11:03 PMThe assignment that I was working on involved filming a trailer for Jurassic Park
Monday, April 30, 2012
Just one
Posted by Princess Kahara at 9:57 AMOh, Facebook, you've painted such beautiful lies for me in the past.
My grandparents have finally forgotten how old I am - which isn't shocking. I only see them a few times a year. Heck, I never even knew for certain how old they were, so I'm not offended > <
Both of my parents managed to remember to tell me happy birthday. My mom picked me up from work and said "Don't think I forgot! Happy birthday!" I was surprised that it's didn't slip her mind, so she replied saying that she was the one who had to give birth to me. Certainly, labour isn't likely to be something that one soon forgets. My dad called me later in the evening while waiting at the dock, and gave me the same message. He works on the island, so he's only home once a week.
Between my friends, one friend had remembered to send me a text message saying "HAPPY BITHDAY!!"
Aiyo, feel so lonely with each passing year ;A; I want to go out and hang out with friends, but then I feel so lethargic, and our schedules are so rarely compatible. Oh well, just another day in the year!
Thursday, April 12, 2012
Food review website? OMNOMNOM
Posted by Princess Kahara at 11:37 AMAfter my gong show of a website project was completed, my web designed teacher assigned the students the next mission - A review website. Perhaps it's due to my recent obsession with watching the Food Network, but I decided that I would do a food review website AHAHAHA a great excuse to go out and eat some food "orz So much for getting fit for summer season (mind you, I never really put in a effort beyond 2 days of eating "healthy"). The theme is going to be cheap eats - cheap food you can get around the city. I need to find some placed I should visit, but I can't think of too many things. I was thinking of dropping by the bungeoppang stall around Lougheed, but it's soooooooooooooo far away T___T I don't like taking the SkyTrain and doing nothign for so long, it makes me feel very sleepy. I want to visit Commecial drive. OMG THE BELL RAND LATER - lunch!
Monday, April 9, 2012
WHY SO DUMB
Posted by Princess Kahara at 12:48 PMMy mom asked me if I wanted rice or noodles. She knows my throat hurts like a son of a bitch, yet she says "You can at least nod or shake your head." Bitch, that wasn't a freakin' yes or no question = =
I know she looking out for me, but I honestly don't want to talk to her . . . Her IQ is oh so very questionable.
strep throat, hate you QQ
Sunday, April 8, 2012
Irritation
Posted by Princess Kahara at 5:25 PMFriday, March 23, 2012
Organic Lives
Posted by Princess Kahara at 1:40 AMHi erbody! I finally have my Wifi up again >D My list internet adapter

Wednesday, March 14, 2012
m-flo
Posted by Princess Kahara at 2:51 PM
Sorry I keep posting videos here! It's like a fricken video stream for everybody who is following AHHAHA! Anyhow, I stumbled across this song yesterday, All I Want Is You by m-flo, and it's really catchy :) I was wondering who the female singer was, and it sounded a lot like Minami from CREAM. I remember they posted a video recently where they covered Let Go, and m-flo was in the video. Put two and two together, and it makes sense that Minami is the one singing >D Anyhow, I hope CREAM makes it big.
m-flo also did a collab with 2NE1 - She's So (Outta Control). I personally like All I want is you more. While listening to the song, all I could think about were shiso leaves OTL
This isn't relevant, but I cleaned out my keyboard yesterday, and took a really long time T___T I've had this keyboard for about 6-7 years now, and over the course of this ownership, I have spilled various surgary drinks on key clickity clackity keyboard O___Q When the drinks dried up, some of the keys would stick down when Ipressed them, but now that everything is all cleaned up, I don't have to worry HHEHEHE! I'm so happy! Regarding what I found under the keys, there was an obvious about of dust, but there were also many short hairs . . . = = Like eyelashes or something. I have no idea, but the intire process what rather disgusting (you can probably tell I have a pretty dirty key board!). The backspace, enter key and shift key had these retainer things on them, and I didn't get to clean under them out of fear that I might accidentally snap the key in half UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH OH THE HORROR. Other than that, the board looks nice a shiny :D
Okay! I'm gonna get trained to learn how to build a hamburger today > < Till then, I shall watch more Skip Beat!, and dick around!
Tuesday, March 13, 2012
Spring Break Blues
Posted by Princess Kahara at 12:37 AMTuesday, February 14, 2012
Self righteous
Posted by Princess Kahara at 6:56 PMHappy Valentines Day
I'm going to super ramble in today's entry, so feel free to carry and watch my new video. It's probably more entertaining that read some angry, pissy blog.
I've been having a shit week. First off, I was terrible at work earlier this week. Not to imply that I'm usually outstanding at serving burgers, but I just felt super out of it. For whatever odd reason, I just couldn't hear to anything, or act quickly enough. On Sunday night, I was forced to stay up until 3am to work on a marketing assignment, and it was not exciting. Compared to one of my team remembers, Winnie, I actually got a decent amount of sleep that night; Winnie didn't sleep at all. To top it all off, my family has rented our basement out the the craziest bitch tenant ever.
Here's the deal, when we were talking to the tenant (let's call her Jill) prior to renting the place out to her, my mom asked me to ask for Jill's occupation. This was clearly bad on my part, but I didn't feel comfortable asking her, and in retrospect, I sorta wish I did. However, I don't think that knowing that she isn't employed would make a significant shift on my mom's decisions of renting the place out to Jill. She was willing to pay a premium price in comparison to the frugal budget of most Chinese folks, and that was probably something that my mom was keen on. Anyhow, Jill is a mother ass. She sings super late at night (any time after 11pm is later for me), and the biggest problem is the volume of it. Not only that, but she always has guests over, and that's not something that the landlord can control, but it surely isn't favourable that she has people coming in and out all of the time . . . namely due to the fact Jill's friends are just as loud and obnoxious as herself. There was one night in particular, on the 10th, where she probably held some type of party/get together. The fucking crazy woman was singing scales at 12am = = what the fuck, wtf aghkjakgjhkjafhk. Have I mentioned her laugh? It's one of the most vile sounds my ears have ever been subjected to! It's not far off from the sound of hyena's laughing, except Jill's laugh is super shrill.
At least hyenas look CUTE. Jill is not cute, she is a fat ugly chola lady = n =
I'm done being pissed, gdaaaaaaaaay
Monday, February 13, 2012
Tina's Birthday
Friday, January 20, 2012
Bored at school
Posted by Princess Kahara at 2:56 PMInvading my privacy, Sir.
Once again, in web design class, and my teacher has not yet assigned the next portion of the project. I've already finished the last portion assigned, albeit poorly done. Anyhow, it's been irritating me for a while. I've discovered that there's this software installed on the computer so teachers can monitor computer activity of all the students. I understand that it's a safety measure to ensure that students are acting responsibly on the computers, but I can't help but feel that my privacy is being invaded. I can't help but feel as though everything I'm doing is being watched over - kinda like having mom looking over my shoulder whenever I'm on the computer.
Mom, go away :(
Speaking of my mother, she always interrogates me regarding people on Facebook. I'll be looking at some random video posted in my feeds, and my mom will come over, point at a picture in the news feeds, and ask me "Which one is you?" UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH STOP BEING SO NOSY, AND THAT PICTURE ISN'T OF ME; THAT'S A PICTURE OF SOME RANDOM PERSON I HAPPEN TO BE ACQUAINTED WITH = = I cannot describe the rage I feel when my mom monitors what I do on the computer. It's not like it's anything inappropriate, but she has as many questions as a 3 year old. "What's that?" "You should be doing your homework!" "Don't buy that."
Shiet, just leave me be, woman!
I need to stop raging OTL but I must say, the woman can drive me up the wall!
Money go bye bye
Let's talk about how I'm down $700 Q A Q;; Before you come to the conclusion that I've been scammed, or I've somehow lost my money, that isn't the case; I spent it. Yesterday, I bought myself a new camera, and ... well, I don't really know how to use it yet, but I'm getting the hang of it. Hopefully, I'll able to take more pictures for my blog again, because it's clear that I haven't been taking too many photos it the recent months. And looking at my stats, it's pretty darn obvious that I haven't been posting very much either.
I'm don't want to go into detail about what type of camera I bought, but I can guarantee that you will all call me a hypocrite ;;9 A 9)
Hint: it has a tilty swively screen HAHAHA Anybody else watch DRTV? Love their vids.
YOU NEED TO STOP
There is another issue that has been irritating me, but saying anything would make me looking like a pretentious prick :/
With that belief in place, I really can't say anything ................. however, if those watch dogs are still out, the people in question are not from school. Just to get it out of my system, I would like to say the following: I'm not buying what you're selling, and I would really appreciate it if you brought your business elsewhere. Mucho appreciado.
Did you read everything that I typed out today? Good job, a pat on the shoulder for you!
I'm really bored. Can you tell? I'm really just typing out nonsense now.
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
MVs From Way Back When
Posted by Princess Kahara at 11:20 PMThe beginning of the new year marks a period in which many people take a nostalgic trip on memory lane. People look back at old photos, sort through last years clothing, and perhaps even take time to remember failed resolutions. Having few photos, too much clothing, and no solid resolutions, I didn't spend too much time looking at such things; Instead, I listened to some old songs. It's amazing how music can carry you back in time, and bring forth such small details of the past.
http://youtu.be/dW2MmuA1nI4
Girls keep raving about One Direction, and my friend keeps raving about NSYC (I swear, this girl must have been born in a time machine)
Tired, night
-pee kay
Monday, January 16, 2012
My eyes, they bleed.
Posted by Princess Kahara at 12:50 AMSunday, January 15, 2012
God, he was gorgeous!
Posted by Princess Kahara at 1:02 AMIT SNOWED TODAY HAHAH! I'm clearly getting old, because I'm not major excited about it. Sure, it makes the somber winter scenery brighten with a silent liveliness, but it also distracts from my fast paced walking.
Anyhow, my manager briefly hinted promoting me. MORE MONAAAAAAAAAAAY. Of course, that;s assuming she decides that I have "what they are looking for", and that I will comply with doing extra work for a diminutive increase in my pay.
Before anybody points out that I'm using overly pretentious wording, I'M PRACTISING FOR MY UPCOMING EXAM! My English teacher has emphasized the fact that the majority of teens, or even adults for that matter, have a very restricted vocabulary.
Besides the point! I SAW THE MOST LOVELY BOY ON THURSDAY. OOOOOOOOOOOOOOH
I felt rather ashamed, because that day, like most days, I was dressed like crap! I can't find myself time in the recent mornings to get properly dressed. Anyhow, the boy wore a cropped black pea coat, with pair of cranberry red, straight cut jeans, and a pair of chestnut loafers. He was carrying a khaki coloured cross body canvas bag. He had lovely face too! If it were socially acceptable, I would have stared at his dainty features a much more extensive period of time! He looked like a pretty little boy from England HAHAHA!
ok, super tired now ): g'night
- LA PK
Sunday, January 1, 2012
2012 DUN DUN DUNNNNNNNNNN
Posted by Princess Kahara at 12:29 AMMy buddy Sally on the other hand managed to buy four HAAHHAAHHAHA SO SAD!
She seemed really tired that day though ): She slept so late (probably around 5am).
Sally seemed to have a lot more to share about her life than I did LOL! Her life seems so drama
filled. Mind you, I think she could do without some of it. There's this girl at
school who ticks her off a lot, who I think she should just cut ties with.
If I rememeber correctly, she broke up with her new boyfriend in the past month 10 times.
I hope that is an exaggeration on her part, because 10 times is a LOT. Apparently everytime
she tries to breakup with the boy, he starts crying = =
Yenno what's the funny part. A few years back, she was telling me
how creepy this guy was. I guess we all have a change of heart, eh?
I had some stuff that I wanted to get off my chest too, but I didn't want to go
to in depth. Maybe I should call kids help phone or something.
(FYI,my parents are NOT abusing me >D )
I gave her a very general depiction of how I felt.
"Don't you hate it when the guy you like is always
saying how he finds some other girl attractive."
"Oh my gosh, yeah! What's worse is when that girl is your friend
Do you want to talk to me about it."
"...No."
I thought about it the next day, and began to cry just before falling asleep.
If it was anybody else, I wouldn't cry about it, but they're my friend.
I need to find strangers that I will never meet again so I can vent so hard.
Alright, from Ash and my understanding, Serena likes this guy she
met during the Summer, and he likes her too. I have no idea how much truth there is in that
statement, but let's go with it for the sake of this story. Ash had secretly invited that guy to
join us to hang out, AND THEN THE PASSION WOULD BLOSSOM HAHAHAHHAH
What Actually Happened
Serena could only stay for 45 minutes because she was scheduled for work that day. OF ALL DAYS,
YOU MCDONALD MOTHERFUCKERS, YOU HAD TO MAKE THIS CHICK BUSY ON THE
DAY THAT FUCKING MATTERED?! WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU KIDS????????????
Anyhow, he found out, and decided not to come because it would be "awkward"
seeing as how he only feels close with Serena. MISSION FAILED
Nothing we could do about that! After Sern left, Ash and I watched Hoshi wo Ou Kodomo.
It was pretty, and I liked the soundtrack, but I felt that it was
very inconclusive. I suggest you watch it if you are looking for some eye candy!
OKAY! HAPPY NEW YEAR (y)