Vday is tomorrow! I'm spending it alone probably . . . Or maybe I have to go to the library and spend it practicing for mando. Note to self: Drop out of that course next year. Just gonna have to grin and bear it until then.
It's been feeling easier these few days, but without saying, there are moments when I still feel like a nuisance. The worst part is that I feel like a nuisance towards some of my close friends. When the last thing you're leaning on disappears, everything just comes tumbling down. Although I don't feel quite as depressed, it's still hard to fake that old corporate smile. Never in my life has it felt so impossible to curl my lips into a grin.
Eyes, ice cold.
she doesn't
have to feel
she doesn't
have to feel
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